That he was not alive to see that game today. There would have been no joy in the Man Room. But I would rather have no joy that way than this. This football season seems like it will break my heart for many reasons…But I still am wearing my Black n’ Gold!
I rationally decided to let go of NFL ticket:
1. It’s expensive and I am often working through game time.
2. I can listen to press conferences, but realistically can not stand to watch a game so much without becoming physically ill.
This is one of the real moments that I have to deal and work through, by God’s grace and His power to heal.
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You are on my mind… just wanted you to know
I need to wash my towel and my jersey before the game on Sunday to get rid of the bad Baltimore mojo. I wonder if Jeff is washing his upstairs too? 
Maybe he can ask for some Divine Intervention from the Big Guy upstairs to help (and no, I’m not talking about Mr. Rooney LOL!)…
Love you!
Thanks for the love Beth! I can’t imagine what Jeff thought about the game. Except that he’d tell me to relax, that it’s the first game and it’s good when they don’t look great at the start. That way they don’t get all full of themselves or something like that to stop my ranting about the loss.